30 weeks 3 days

Where has the time gone? Wow. We have less than 10 weeks before we will be holding and kissing our little one. I am getting excited but I'm nervous. Excitement wins though.

His movements are much more powerful and you can actually see him moving around in my belly. I'm not going to lie, it feels so weird but we are fascinated by it.

I have had heartburn from hell lately. There are days when even water does it for me, but I pop some Tums and go on with my day.

Ken & I are trying to finish the nursery and the registry. Please have patience with us as we slowly but surely get it done. We are such slackers. Hehehe!

I have a dr's appt on Friday afternoon. After this appt I will start seeing him every two weeks and then on a weekly basis until Baby B arrives. Almost there.

29 weeks 2 days

Baby has been super duper active. Sometimes I think he's break dancing in there. It's neat to have Ken feel him squirming in there. I can't wait to hold our little tiger.

I swear that every time I pass a mirror my belly has grown inches. I have considered measuring it but I'm scared of what I might find out. 

27 weeks 2 days

I had a dr appointment on Thursday and everything went well. My dr says that everything is right on track.:)

I was also told that if I don't go into labor by June 29th, he will induce me on June 30th. He said that I probably won't make it until then. Apparently, I'm cooking a big ole baby. 

A year ago

I can't believe that a year has gone by. It seems like it was just a couple of weeks ago, but not a day goes by that I don't think of our precious angel baby who was with us for such a short time.

I am grateful for the 16 weeks we DID have and to know that B has an angel looking over him at all times.

Life always throws curveballs but I think it's how you handle them that matters.

I am lucky because I have had such a great support system to overcome the rollercoaster of emotions that came with the loss of a loved one. My husband, family, friends, my faith and my FIF's. I love you all and I'm SO grateful for every piece of advice, hug, card, text, email & phone call.

I couldn't have come out of this experience with a glass-half-full perspective if it weren't for my loving and patient husband. On the days that I all I needed was a friend, he was it. If all I needed was him to sit there in silence with me. He did and sat there for as long as I needed. He knew exactly what I needed when I didn't even know what I needed. I can't even put into words everything that he did for me.

I love you babe! I know this wasn't easy for either of us. I thank my lucky stars to have my best friend as my husband.